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Looking Back.

I’m already wishing I could go back and have the last 26 days back. It’s going so fast and I’m so tired and pulled in so many different directions. I don’t want to miss this precious time. It goes so fast. I’m sure you’ve heard me say it a million times- my favorite quote, “with kids, the days are long but the years are short.”  It’s so true. I feel like each day lasts an eternity but each week, each month, each year passes in the blink of an eye.  I bent down to pick up Cade’s pacifier and stood up to find him a young man, 8 years old, handsome as can be, able to read 2 or 3 books per day, helping with chores, teaching me new things, growing up way too fast. I know I harp on this issue a lot, but it’s important to me.  Because I feel this way, it makes me live “in the moment.”  I really enjoy my children. I don’t just Love them, I like them. Liking someone is so much harder than loving them, I think.  I like the things they like, I get excited when they are excited about something… no matter how small.  And I take pictures. Thousands and Thousands of photos that I can enjoy now …And one day when they are grown, I’ll be able to look through these thousands of photos and re-live all these sweet moments.  Here are a few from the past 26 days that I didn’t even realize I had…

This last one reminds me of my film photos.  I wonder if our kids will know what “film” is?

January 7, 2010 - 11:41 am

Sara - Please excuse me while I go grab a box of tissue. I feel the same exact way about my children. I really don’t like it that the years go by so fast. Beautiful beautiful pictures, Emily.

January 7, 2010 - 1:28 pm

Hallie - Maybe you should give a tear-jerker type warning at the beginning of this kind of post :). Thanks for the reminder sweet friend!

January 13, 2010 - 7:25 pm

Dena - You are so right on. I blinked and Fisher is already 9 weeks old. Makes me weepy to think I have forgotten so much about the last 9 weeks.

25 days old.

January 5, 2010 - 12:54 pm

Andrea H - ahhhhh so sweet so precious LOVE all the pictures and LOVE the heart! Miss you – I also have a gift for you so I need to show up one day soon :)…maybe I’ll call first…maybe 😉 xoxo

January 5, 2010 - 1:38 pm

Anna Berthiaume - Love it!!!

January 5, 2010 - 1:58 pm

Sara - Gorgeous. I love the little lips. Hope you’re doing great!

January 5, 2010 - 2:42 pm

april - What a sweet gift from the Lord.

January 5, 2010 - 7:15 pm

Amber Hanshaw - I wish you were close enough to photograph my babies. Well, actually, I wish WE were closer to THERE for you to photograph my babies.

January 6, 2010 - 1:30 am

Mary - Wish she was cuter! 🙂 Oh, she’s just gorgeous! I love her.

January 9, 2010 - 1:30 pm

James - I think the woman who created this blog is the most talented photographer ever and a pretty talented writer also. Would you just look at the creativity she has! I especially like the shot of the man with the newborn on his shoulder.

January 16, 2010 - 12:57 am

Stefanie Hartung - love it! i want to do it with Isabella. Did you do the heart on photoshop? or was it some sort of template?

Still My Baby.

Keagan woke up several times in the middle of the night last night. Funny how that happens when you’re already waking up several times in the middle of the night to feed the baby. They are already learning to take turns- Chloe would wake up, then Keagan and so on…  But I didn’t mind.  I LOVE holding my babies. They won’t be little for very long. In fact, just 2 weeks ago I remember thinking to myself, “I love this age (Keagan’s). He’s still so little and cuddly and babyish.” Fast forward 2 weeks and my perspective has changed. Suddenly Keagan is a giant. He really looks like a GIANT BABY. His head is 2 or 3 times the size of Chloe’s. He’s learning to talk and climb and he understands what we tell him, he’s getting into things he never even noticed before… he’s growing up.  So when he wakes up crying in the middle of the night because he has a fever and he can’t breathe through his nose, I’m happy to hold him and rock him and cuddle with him for a while, even if I’ve already been up 3 times before….. he’s still my baby and I like him a lot.

December 27, 2009 - 5:30 pm

Hallie - Oy! He is painfully cute!

January 1, 2010 - 11:28 pm

Stef - I cannot get over this picture – it must be framed!

April 18, 2010 - 5:39 pm

Tanya - Stunning!

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